SCHOOL

LMFAO!!!! I'm at my personal hell right now with my Math Class. I don't feel like working on Algebra 2. Anyway I'm sitting across from my worst enemy and next one of the few friends I have here. School doesn't end till three thirty so I have a hour to kill. All I have for homework is a project for History. But the big news I had was I'm dressed as Simi!!! If you don't know who she is you should. I love Sherrilyn Kenyon. You should go to dark-hunter.com. My costume rock and I know everyone loves it. I'm wearing boots a corset with fishnet shirt underneith with a coaker. Plus I'm sporting some pigtails lmao, either way it's hot. Some said it was inapropiet but its not my fault I'm curvy. I'm not complaning though. I dressed up for an english project and got 109.5% on it!!! HUZZAH!!!

Well I have a half hour left and I'm bored. It's almost Halloween everybody!!! I can't wait. I'm really going to celebrate the holiday with a coven! I swear I don't know what I would do with out Ashely. I loves you ;) I have a long weekend too. I have no school on Monday or Tuesday so I might get some sleep. I'll get to clean the house too. I'm such a neat freak. Well I'm going to read my book(well Ashely's book) Acheron.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random advise: Eat lots of candy!!! Yum XP

why?

I've always wondered what it takes to push someone over that edge. What does it take for you to feel your own skin is unimportant, and it's looks do not matter? How far do you need to be pushed? What is your personal edge?
Is it that you hate your body?
Do you want a new life?
You hate your family?
Do you want peace?
You are a failure?
Or is it that you are just simply bored?
I know someone though. There is someone I know. They just want someoe there. They just need someone to care about them even for the tiniest second. Even if the hug they get is out of pitty, it is still a hug. It is still some sort of contact. You know you are not the only life in the world.
The feel of the sting. The sight of your skin spliting. The iron smell of blood. The lasting reminder of that memory left to last forever. forever.

Random advise: Without even knowing, you can control another person's life. Watch what you say.

Personal Hell

Some good news is I found a few friends in the chaos. Yes, Mari I mean you too. lol. It almost makes me sad because I want to leave this school and not look back. I can't do that if I start to miss people.

Is there anyone who can help me I'm falling apart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random advise: um..... (hell if I know I have my own problems)

Money?!

It's been a while since I've typed something on here. I haven't had much time. Since I'm taking all my normal classes for school plusa community service class plus an extra science and math class. I've been a little busy. I've been looking into my dream school Interlochen. I've know it's expensive but I want to go so bad (when I say expencive I mean about $40,000.) So now I not only have to try and come up with the money I have 12 papers to write to turn in with my application. The papers are most important becuase if I don't get accepted there's no chance of me going. So, when I write my papers I will post them for all to read. I'm tired so I'm hitting the hay.

Random advice: When in need of cash don't forget jail can be a bad place. (think twice before action)