Frustrated

Now that I am out of school and have a job and am single I feel really depressed. I'm luck "cheer the fuck up ya dumb bitch" but I can't get out of it. For the first time in years my legs are soft and in the dark you cant even really tell I cut, which is weird. I feel like I need to destroy myself because my scars are part of me and when they go away so do I. Weird but the truth. I have so many reasons to be happy and I wanna fuck it all up.

Anyway Today was long and boring. I got up for work. I got home and did some cleaning. Then worked out way too much. I'm afraid I'm becoming anorexic again. Grr! Holy shit I need to calm down and get my stuff together. So my life is pretty boring. I do my best to deal. I hope tomorrow is a good day. I have no work and the house to myself until five. I'm only up because dumb me chugged a five hour energy. Fail!

I'm pretty sure I'm done ranting now... I should sleep. If you are religious at all put some prayers out to my friend Nick. He going through just life struggle and could use some guidance from whatever he can get. Thank y'all.

Random advice: Don't drink five hour energy at 3am when you are ready to pass out. Weirdest bad feeling ever.

-MK

over 1000!

I have over 1000 page views. It's so weird I've had this damn thing for so long. Anyway I jumped on the Tumblr wagon. I'm not to sure what i think about it. I really only got it because my favorite pornstar is on it. So today i had work and plan to be lazy. Tomorrow I finish all my open house invites then I can mail them out Tuesday.

 The point of today is to mention a new favorite author. Lynsay Sands writes romance novels. She has a series and I finished the first book (Born to Bite) which I totally recommend. Her story line is over done with the whole vampire thing. Her description were good... well? I'm not sure which word to use but I enjoyed the book anyway. What I want to read next is a comic called rose and thorn and I can't find the fucking thing anywhere without paying for it! GRRR!!! With that said and my brother gone for a few days I think I'll go look for something new to read. Enjoy your day everyone... OR ELSE! :D 

Random question: Why did you become interested in my blog?

New Laptop

So I graduated! So amazing. I have this new laptop and still working at McDonald's.i don't have much to say really. Just have no life here and decided to post. This is now a new bookmark so I will post everyday so everyone can get sick of me! mwhahahaha!!!