Giants...

So I still feel like crap. The meds are working a little but a little is better than nothing. Anyway I just got home from church and I didn't feel up to doing anything so I was watching tv. On TLC they are talking about giants. They were comparing this one teen who is a gaint to the average man. The kid was a foot taller than average and his hands were bigger than average. Is it wrong of me to wonder how much bigger his junk is from the average man? ;) lol I though my thought was funny.

-Mary'K

Sick...

So I finally got out of the house and off my lazy butt today. Since Tuesday I've felt like crap. I get these horrible headaches where my head constantly hurts and I get random painful bursts of throbbing pain through my scull. When I get these headaches I also get horrible nightmares when my headaches are really bad.
So I did the smart thing and went to the doctor. Upon my visit I found out the bladder infection I had in late December is STILL there! This completely shocked me. My doctor asked how I could have a bladder infection (a really bad one at that) and have no idea it's there. Well that's because I have a very high pain tolerance. Once I badly sprang BOTH ankles in gym and walked across my school campus twice back and forth, and I walked home from the bus stop. (I don't like to let a little thing like pain stop me ;))So now I've got an antibiotic and some new pain meds. They also granted me with a lovely purple bruise on my inner elbow. It came from having six tubes of blood taken out of me. (sarcasm) woohoo
All in all I'm hoping all these tests they are running with my blood will help figure out whats wrong with me. What a great life I live. I'm still looking for my silver lining. Wish me luck on this seemingly impossible quest.

-Mary'K

Home...

So I went home early from school. I feel like crap and couldn't sleep at all even though I'm oober tired. I keep seeing stars and getting dizzy in the weirdest times. I've also really been slacking in school. I have exams tomorrow and I haven't studied AT ALL. So now I'm gonna hear it from my mother. sigh. Well my parents are making me going to bed early. I gotta go. Night.

-Mary'K

think before you act?

The last blog I wrote was after this stupid chubby man and his wife came over trying to take my kitty. The stupid guy scared it off. I haven't seen the kitty since then. So that really sucks.
So right now I am crazy stressed with midterms and one of my classes we weren't doing much so I goofed off. Well I ened up doing the most moronic thing...
This one kid Dick (that's his real last name lmao. I love it!!) stepped on a machanicle pencil and the whole thing splintered. I had a stupid thought, but I didn't think it through. I asked Dick (love it!!) to pick up the splinters for me, then he put them on the desk. Now I'm stressed, pissed, and in that I don't give a shit attitude. So stupid me didn't think and I scratched myself so much with the sharp plastic I started bleeding. I didn't stop until I started bleeding all on my school shirt. So now I have this thick throbbing scar on my wrist. My stupid teacher wasn't even paying any attention either. So anyway now I can't wear short sleave until this shit heals up or else my mom will see. Then I'll have to talk about all my problems with her and that is something I don't wanna do. So I learned a lesson today. Think before you act. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so idiodic.

-Mary'K

Now what

So now I'm a failure. I can't keep up with any of my stories, I've given up on my dreams, I can't stand it at my house, and I will never leave my hell hole of a school.
I was finally feeling pretty good and getting ovver the constant fights with my mother. Everynight I would give this stray cat a little water and some food(either tuna or chicken). I can't give it any water right now cause it's winter and I'm not leaving a bowl outside in the snow. Now it lives under my house and my mom won't let us keep it. She wants it gone. The one thing currently keeping me sane is that cat. If it's goes I don't know what I'll do. Figures the one of the few friends I've ever gotton close to, my parents take away from me. Now what?

-Mary'K