The Shower ;)

So today has been fun. I got up and got to get Chinese for lunch. It was so good and I ate way to much. I have gain weight in the last few months though which worries me. No I am not pregnant that is for sure. I have just been really lazy and tired. I eat to much as well. But anyway... Me and Nickolas and his mother got food then she went to the store. Him and I walk off looking for stocking suffers for his mother. We ended up at dollar tree where she was and once she left we got a bunch of candy and even some fireworks. XD

We took the groceries she bought from her car while she was at work then we walk home.As soon as food was away we went back in town! lol. We passed a kitty on the side of the road. A cute all black thing which cheered me up. x) It looked hungry so we decided to get it food later. Back in town we wondered some of the shops. I was introduced to a cap gun today. I had never had or seen or used one so he bought me one. That was exciting! I am soooo easily entertained.  We went into another shop and found this adorable dragon in an egg for a dollar along with two long sticks. He bought those. x) On the way back home again we went out of the way to get some kitty food at the gas station. The little black beauty wasn't out but now there is food if he shows up again.Once home we dropped stuff off we had a fight with the sticks in the driveway. We entertained a few people who were driving and walking around. Until he broke my stick. So we switched. I destroyed his stick and that was funny. xD

Now here is the good part. Don't worry the title does relate a little to my post. hehe. Once inside we both needed a shower... (dad if you ever find this just stop reading. Never read this blog and turn back now!) I was thinking it would just be a regular shower. Of course not. hen can you have a regular shower with two people. ugh. but anyway, the jerk convinced me to mess around. In the end it was worth it but I won't tell him! Mwhahaha! He will just read it later. Then I wanted to wash my hair. I squirted shampoo all over me and had me put it in my hair. I had enough suds and soap to wash myself six times. After messing around with that he washed up and we got out.

Yeah that's it, fun parts over. I made some soup and hopped online while he put a very annoying song on repeat and passed on the couch. I'll go clean my newly studded lip and bug him. ;) I hope everyone is having a nice day. Sorry for the ooober longness of this post.I will post pictures after the holidays when I can get to my computer.

Random math: Two people plus one shower equals awesome.

Love, MK.

Lip!

I got my lip pierced  The Hobbit was amazing btw. lol. Yesterday I got up and Nickolas said we were going out. We walk to the other end of town and he emptied his back account which was like his last 20 bucks. We walked back in town and went down to the piercing and tattoo shop. He paid for me to get my labret. It is kind of a labret. A little higher than normal but that is what I asked for so later I can put in a hoop.

So anyway that was a fun day of walking through the rain. x) I am currently using his mothers laptop since internet here doesn't want to work for me.Plus more good news I started training for my job. I get to moderate online. Exciting! X) My lip is huge and I am so happy. Now to figure out how to cook drum sticks for dinner. Best news ever is I get Chinese tomorrow! SUSHI!!!!! This place has a buffet with sushi and crab legs for ten bucks! Me and Nickolas will meet his mother their while she is between jobs (she works both places the same day) and when she leaves him and I will stay. I have to eat very slowly so I need more time to enjoy all the nummyness! XD
WHAHAHA!! So hyper. Maybe I will go bug the Nickolas now. I will post pictures of my face tomorrow. x) Btw Nickolas is a butt for secretly reading my blog and not even leaving comments.

Random comment:Nickolas is behind me and watching... -sings- creeeeper...

Love, MK.

VACATION!!

Sorry I have been gone. I had a lack of internet. Now I am at a library. WOOHOO! lol So I spend some time with Nickolas's grand parents and siblings. That was fun. x) Now I am at his mothers enjoying the time away from home. I am excited to be getting my labret pierced after Christmas. x) I have much energy. lol

I don't feel like typing much sorry guys. I am going to leave soon and me and Nickolas get to see The Hobbit in this towns itty bitty theater. HUZZAH! I will write more later for everyone. Have a wonderful day.

Random Advise:I am randomly hyper!!

Love, MK.

Movin on out!

So I am leaving tomorrow to go to Nickolas's family for the holidays. I will write more later if I can. I plan on cleaning and listening to music until then. x) Thank you Rachel so much!!! I am loving it so far and will rant and rave about how wonderful it is later to you. x) I am in such a good mood right now. Well off I go! -whooshes away-

Random: -silence cause I whooshed away-

Love, MK.

Down

I feel in a really love sick mood. Sort of. I just really want to be loved. Cuddled and held. I want someone to  pet me and tell me how much they love me and want me. It is really annoying. I am so hyped up on coffee right now too. UGH! I hope this Christmas goes well. I Will be in the middle of the state with my friends family. Right now I just really want some nice loving sex and cuddles. Maybe a massage. So yup. As I spend more and more money too. Oh well. I don't really give a shit. I can live off coffee crackers and ramen. Sounds good to me. If only I could at cigarettes and cutting to the mix of fun. I am making myself depressed. Some one wanna love this needy soul? Anyone? Am I that hard to date and care for?

Random fact: I am an addict... to many things.

Love, MK.

Shoppin!

I went Christmas shopping today. I spent way too much so I am hoping to sell some gift cards and have extra cash on hand. Nothing to fun. Now I am going to chill in the chair and watch anime. My big accomplishment today is putting all my clothes away and picking things up. Now anime time. Nightynight.

Random random: blurg!

Love, MK.

Pain

This back pain is insane. Nickolas thinks it's my boobs and belly. Working out is painful though. My dad got back on pain medication too. His advise was to take one of his pills. -facepalm- I am too afraid for that. I don't need that in my life again. I still crave pills. If I go to the doctors she will do the same... Just a mini rant. Maybe I can get a back rub then go to bed. Some shopping and laundry tomorrow. Fucking burning pinching back pain. Such bull shit...

Random pain: -in my back-

Love, MK.

Home again home again...

Finals are over. Back home now for the holiday. The plan is to go to Nickolas's mother's for the holiday so I don't have to be here. That fucking bitch my father has is here again but I don't want to focus on the negative. The good news is that my job is starting next week. I have all a's. My whole schooling is covered plus I got a bonus refund I wasn't expecting. I got around 500 so now I can take my kitties to the vet and get Christmas gifts. Tonight I am taking the family and the bitch -___- out to dinner. I don't feel much like talking. I am kind of down and stressed. Plus this random awful back pain is making me want to stab things. xp Have a wonderful day anyone who reads this. I will try staying positive. I will try writing more consistently  Off to other blogs then laying down.

Random outburst: FUCK YOU DEPRESSION!

Love, MK.

Punching babies

No I am not really punching babies but I feel like it. So My owner (yes I have an owner And I love our relationship, if you don't bugger off) decided to meet up with another sub he knows. Now this is not the problem. Granted I think he could do much better  -shrugs- he still met up with her. I have met her. She seems nice but the dating type not the kind of girl he wants. Well he spent the night two nights ago. I will not lie I was a little jealous but only because I felt like I am not good enough. I will have to be more out of my comfort zone. Well I asked how it was. I figured that he would have her do what I didn't but it seems they had little abuse and fucked for like five minutes. After he came she told him not to cum inside because she is not on the pill... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!! He told me she doesn't want kids so if she get pregnant he'll cunt punt her. -facepalm- I said she should get an abortion if that's the case since a "cunt punt" can just create a special baby. Or better yet give me the child since I can't have children. I hate people.

Now onto today, I had punched a wall that night and my shoulder is in some serious pain, I am assuming from that. Plus I got a call form financial aid... Let me tell you. I have been in that office twice a week since school started. I have made my schedule THREE times. I get a call saying my account is blocked again... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!! So all the classes I just picked are gone. Two of said classes are mandatory for my internship in the spring. One I git one of the last seats in the last class. I hate life sometimes... Now I am going to be lazy a little. Shower and go to class. I'm going to dress up damn it! Then after Nickolas gets out of class I am going strait over running up stairs to him room. When I get inside I will strip naked bend over and be fucking happy damn it!!

Random fact: College sucks ass.

Love, MK.

I never sleep...

So I got up at 8am to go on a mini road trip. UGH! My friend needed to get paper work on the other side of the state so guess who paid and had a friend drive... Yours truly  I need more sleep. Anyway I woke at seven so I could shower and eat. Nickolas came over and we waited for the driver to show. He didn't even get a hold of me until 9. After getting turned around and getting gas and extra cash we left. The whole thing was fun and stressful. We drove around and got lost and after around 3 hours we got to the court house. Nickolas got his papers and then double checked they were the correct ones.

We left the court house and got back on the road. I climbed in the back seat because I planned on getting some sleep damn it! XD Nickolas and my other friend who drove got along really well. Before I passed out the wonderful driver bought us food then on the road again. They had some talk about American conspiracy shit. I was thinking fuck this and slept most of the way there. We finally got back around 4:30 5ish. I got some food and went to Nickolas's place to get some pizza. I wish I could buy him more food or he could find a job. He has nothing in his cupboards.

Before me and Nickolas could eat I wanted him to turn in his papers to the office and... well that was an annoying process. Somewhere along the line I lost one of my favorite necklaces as well. -sigh- He got his financial aid all figured out and mine FINALLY went through, after the office fuck up my paper work repeatedly. Then we went to academics to pick our classes. I though mine were chosen but no. Because of my financial aid fucking up I never had a seat saved and I had no classes. So I picked from  the shit pile. -slams face on keyboard- Finally that was done and we went back to his room. I made the pizza and then watched tv and napped a little. Him and I took a shower as well. I won't go into details but I am getting better at blowjobs! It's a big thing for me. Damn I hope my father doesn't read this. -shrugs- I'm an adult in the fetish community so I guess it wouldn't be hard to assume I have sex. At least I am safe and take my pill and such.

The whole thing started cause I had a rare steak. I found it and he didn't want it. I ate that shit with my bare hands. I mentioned to a friend via text message saying I wanna cuddle. He read the message and well... I was happy with the results. ;) Now I will finally go to fucking bed just to wake again at 9. I have my first meeting for my job. Good news is it's a conference call over the phone online no I can stay in bed and not bother with how I look. x)

Good night everyone. Sorry for taking so long but I thought it was an eventful day worth mentioning.

Random fact: I need way more sleep and a better diet... And more coffee!!!

Love, MK.