No fun

I'm not sure what to so anymore. I try to stay busy but I always end up bored and unamused. I'm taking extra classes and I'm in cheerleading. I'm in charge of the school dance and I take voice lessons. I'm teaching myself Italian and I'm always working on projects. But it seems like no matter what I do I can't keep myself entertained. The only time I really enjoy myself is hangiong out with my friends, but I can't go out often. besides, I don't have very many friends. All through grade and middle school I either sat by myself, and had only one friend but we lost touch. Freshman year I made friends but I rarely see them so we aren't that close. This year I'm in a new school and I'm not good friends with anyone. I really only hang out with one person. I guess what I'm trying to say is you can never really enjoy life with out friends. I feel as if I've over stayed my welcome. Just explain to me why I can't enjoy myself.

I sound so depressed. -sigh- One of these days I will write a happt post. Well I'm going to read for the rest of the night. Hope everyone else is having a goodnight. I know it will be better than mine.

Random advise: Treasure your friends. With them you'll never feel the pain of how much your mouth will hurt from smiling and lieing to everyone by saying your fine.