The last blog I wrote was after this stupid chubby man and his wife came over trying to take my kitty. The stupid guy scared it off. I haven't seen the kitty since then. So that really sucks.
So right now I am crazy stressed with midterms and one of my classes we weren't doing much so I goofed off. Well I ened up doing the most moronic thing...
This one kid Dick (that's his real last name lmao. I love it!!) stepped on a machanicle pencil and the whole thing splintered. I had a stupid thought, but I didn't think it through. I asked Dick (love it!!) to pick up the splinters for me, then he put them on the desk. Now I'm stressed, pissed, and in that I don't give a shit attitude. So stupid me didn't think and I scratched myself so much with the sharp plastic I started bleeding. I didn't stop until I started bleeding all on my school shirt. So now I have this thick throbbing scar on my wrist. My stupid teacher wasn't even paying any attention either. So anyway now I can't wear short sleave until this shit heals up or else my mom will see. Then I'll have to talk about all my problems with her and that is something I don't wanna do. So I learned a lesson today. Think before you act. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so idiodic.
-Mary'K
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- EviltwinMK
- GB, Michigan, United States
- We all have our own story. We all have certain things we do that keep us sane. Those certain things that constitute as our sanities. Well these are my sanities. These are the sanities of a crazy person...
Well, Mr. Dick seems like a nice boy. But it sounds like we have a problem, darling. That is definitely self-destructive behavior that you've described... I can't say whether or not it was done consciously or not, but I'd be careful if I were you. Speaking as someone that has purposely cut her wrists before, you don't want to fuck around with that... One wrong move and it's flowing like a faucet and you'll pass out. Doing it at home like I did is one thing, but I'm sure you don't want all of your classmates to think that you're suicidal. I don't want to get into the hell that that brings upon a teenage girl, but if you'd like me to, I will... Just be careful, all right? I worry about you... <3
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I think I was just really stressed and not paining much attention to what I was doing. I was good all weekend cause I was at my friends but I just felt off at school. Normaly if I'm home I'll try to call someone or get on Facebook and chat with people. To get my mind off things. Thanks for caring. I think I just need to remember to take a breather now and again.
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