After all I've been through long ago uptil now I've found something out. I'm better off with no one. I've deleted all accounts but this one. I went from around 20 emails to two. No facebook anymore. I don't text much and a broke up with my gf. I've dropped my therapist. I'm back under the blade. I have a razor and I use it. I will post like normal when school starts up (Aug. 7th) and I'll check others blog then as well right now it's safer for me and everyone else for me to be alone. I'll still take the bipolar pills along with a few pain meds through out the day so I can stand to smile.
I'm at my brothers again. I got here Sunday and I'm staying until Sunday. I'm going to read now. I'll see you the 7th.
Advise: Pain can hurt but it helps the head heal... I know...
-Mary'K
About Me
- EviltwinMK
- GB, Michigan, United States
- We all have our own story. We all have certain things we do that keep us sane. Those certain things that constitute as our sanities. Well these are my sanities. These are the sanities of a crazy person...
I've been so worried about you... And now, I'm even more worried... I'm glad you're at least taking some of your pills, hopefully they'll help some. I understand the need to be alone sometimes, and I will respect that. Please take care, MK. And know that I'll be here for you if you need me. <3 *Hugs*
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Shrinking life to its real, its important size.
ReplyDeleteWhile I have not been plagued by bi-polar disorder, someone very close and dear to my heart does, I do understand the torment and have suffered at the hands it, I do sympathise with you. Cutting yourself does nothing for you. Its just a badge to show those who look that you suffer. Words are far more eloquent. I know you cannot master the disease, for that is what it is, but you can reduce it's mastery of you. If you choose that path it will be difficult, and I don't envy you one bit, it is achievable. And as for going it alone your a braver man than I gungadin. Everybody needs somebody even if only for some of the time. Dont loose your friends threir important for survival.
ReplyDelete"Pain is inevitable suffering is optional"
CONFUCIUS.