Done with Fear and Done with Tears

I'm back and will post once a week and have a log for everyday. Finding the internet it kind of difficult. I have to always make a run to the library. If you noticed this blog was disabled. Well I brought it back. I don't care what people say about the past anymore. I'm done with it.

So the bad news is I have no working computers or internet at home. The good news is:
I have one kitty named bambino almost a year old. (Still peeing on the floor but working on that)
I have my friend's kitty since he moved away so she is a temporary guest I'm glad to have.
My college should be paid in full plus dorm at Baker. (Major in Human Sciences)
I am about to fucking graduate! Hell yeah!
I will leave with an accumulative 2.6 GPA and (so far) a 3.6 just for this year.
I'm adoring a girl who seems to like me in return I think this could really go somewhere.
I have a great gram who supports me.
Some new meds that are doing wonders.
I still work at McDonald's but hey, it's a paycheck.
I have an amazing best friend and even though he can be a pain in the ass, I don't know where I'd be without him.

I'm much better. No cutting. If I drink it is a little wine with dinner and not often. No pain meds or narcotics period. My hair is growing back out and to my shoulders. I'm slowly losing weight. Even a pound of weight is something, right?

If you follow me to listen to sob stories and about how I used bad methods to deal with pain then you might as well not listen. I'm done with depression and ready to live a full happy life I know I deserve.

My Love- Sia