Punching babies

No I am not really punching babies but I feel like it. So My owner (yes I have an owner And I love our relationship, if you don't bugger off) decided to meet up with another sub he knows. Now this is not the problem. Granted I think he could do much better  -shrugs- he still met up with her. I have met her. She seems nice but the dating type not the kind of girl he wants. Well he spent the night two nights ago. I will not lie I was a little jealous but only because I felt like I am not good enough. I will have to be more out of my comfort zone. Well I asked how it was. I figured that he would have her do what I didn't but it seems they had little abuse and fucked for like five minutes. After he came she told him not to cum inside because she is not on the pill... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!! He told me she doesn't want kids so if she get pregnant he'll cunt punt her. -facepalm- I said she should get an abortion if that's the case since a "cunt punt" can just create a special baby. Or better yet give me the child since I can't have children. I hate people.

Now onto today, I had punched a wall that night and my shoulder is in some serious pain, I am assuming from that. Plus I got a call form financial aid... Let me tell you. I have been in that office twice a week since school started. I have made my schedule THREE times. I get a call saying my account is blocked again... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!! So all the classes I just picked are gone. Two of said classes are mandatory for my internship in the spring. One I git one of the last seats in the last class. I hate life sometimes... Now I am going to be lazy a little. Shower and go to class. I'm going to dress up damn it! Then after Nickolas gets out of class I am going strait over running up stairs to him room. When I get inside I will strip naked bend over and be fucking happy damn it!!

Random fact: College sucks ass.

Love, MK.