My roommates are driving me up a wall. My sister is a bitch. I can't sleep of focus. I have no place to be in peace. I have no home. My father is an addict and my brother is out of control. I just need help... It seems when I am the most alone, the most in need, no one is around. tomorrow I am going to the bank buying some smokes and hair dye to feel better. Yes I want to smoke. I may even get booze from someone so I can drink. I just want to be able to relax. feel better. I figure I deserve some peace. Plus I have a guy bugging to meet me who I really like which bothers me. No one just wants to see me. I just keep being so negative and just want to feel some fucking happiness. I dream of putting myself down and it is becoming unbearable and I am sure the few really only one person who reads this doesn't really give a fuck.
Sorry, I just need to relax. I just feel like a mess...
Random link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vPLrqKrnYts
Love, MK.
P.S. Thank you for those who do read this whether you comment or not. I really do appreciate you. I just seem to be in a bad place recently.
About Me
- EviltwinMK
- GB, Michigan, United States
- We all have our own story. We all have certain things we do that keep us sane. Those certain things that constitute as our sanities. Well these are my sanities. These are the sanities of a crazy person...
I wish there were more that I could do for you, MK, I really do! I am so sorry that you are in such a bad place right now... You know I care, or at least I hope you do! And go buy all the smokes and booze and hair dye you need because sometimes splurging on yourself is what you need! And smoking is the best fucking coping skill for stress there is! Trust me when I tell you that because I do it every fucking day! eh heh... I hope whatever you do for yourself helps and I hope you can get to a better place that doesn't involve locked doors and sedation for bad behavior... Please take care and try and have a nice day. I care! <3 <3 <3 * *Hugs*
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