Fine!

I can't believe I've resorted to this. I just wish I could have someone to tell me to stop. If you read the last post I'm cutting now. I can't believe what I've become over the past two years. I guess high school realy does change you. I'm now wiccan. I'm stupid and carless about everything I'm doing. I'm failing classes. I'm mix my own dangerous cocktails. I try talking to someone today and I felt great all day until I got home and my mom started to grill into me.
Today I had cheer practice then I had a Christmas concert and I did the best I've ever done singing. I was so proud of myself. I was on top of the world. Then my mom came in telling me every thing I did wrong. She got mad I didn't feel up to cleaning the house. My dad was no help either since he just supported HER. I was up until four last night in tears. I can't get her to understand either because if I tell her she will try to get me medical help we can't pay for, or she'll tell me to suck it up. I wish she could just shut up long enough to listen. I plan to talk to my sister soon. Maybe she can help. I don't want to be known as the desprite cry for attention (I confided in my oldest friend for help and that what she told me.)

Random fact: All bird have to leave to nest at some time.