Well tomorrow is Yule. I'm feeling a little depressed but hopefully going over to Ashely's house for a circle will help. I soooo don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I miss all my friends at my old school. I miss getting that silly hug everyday when I walked into choir. I miss laughing with my friends at lunch. I miss walking to the bus and waiting with my friends in the cold for that big yellow hunk of metal to take us to school. I miss looking in the mirror and feeling happy about who I am. I feel like I'm in my old middle school... alone. outcast. left wwith no means of survival. Now I sit alone and cry. My friends grew away. My family grew a part. Gods know what I would do without Ashely.
Why can't life be a fairytale? Why can't I find my prince charming? Why can't he come save me and make everything better?
Random advise: No one said life was fair.
About Me
- EviltwinMK
- GB, Michigan, United States
- We all have our own story. We all have certain things we do that keep us sane. Those certain things that constitute as our sanities. Well these are my sanities. These are the sanities of a crazy person...
life sucks most days hon *hugs* but just hang in there. High school don't last forever.
ReplyDeleteThe teenage years are a very hard time in ones life. It's the beginning of feeling real hurt and loss, as well as your body growing into adulthood. It is a very confusing and often painful time. I hope you're able to make it through them all right. I know I almost didn't... And one friend is better than none!
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