scars, prom, boyscouts oh my!

First off with scars. I'm feeling much better now. I think I worried my friend Ashley. -hugs- I'm sorry. Today I had a bit of a melt down but I kept in check. I didn't hit anything or hurt my self. I did cry a bit. It helped. The scar on the side of my leg is healing up fast. Since I didn't get through that much skin it's OK. I'd have been sad if I couldn't wear short skirts anymore.

Next subject prom. Yes I was asked to prom. A friend of mine wants me to go with her and Bob(dream guy) to prom. All as friends. sigh. I'm still not sure if I will go. I'm still deciding.

The last subject boy scouts! Tomorrow night I'm going to help my mom out with this church thing. I asked my dream guy and his ex (the girl he is living with) if they could help. My dream boy is in boy scouts and needs volunteer hours. So he has to come in his uniform. I find this great because he is this 6' 4'' man who is NO twig. lmao. He's not chunky or anything, but he's not really fit either. I'm excited to see him tomorrow since I haven't seen him in a few weeks. -fan girl scream- Idk why but his in a boy scout uniform is hot in my mind. Even I find it a little weird when I think about it but... mmmmm. I find it amazing. If I get my camera working I'll take pictures. X)

Sorry I had things in catagories like this. I just had some main points that I wanted to type out. I will be on tomorrow. I'm gonna take some muscle relaxers (my back kills), a hot shower, and go to bed. Have a good day world.

Random advise: Life is like a broken elevator. We can't control if we go up or down. We can hope and pray but we have to handle the things on the floor we're put on.

-MK