Quiting is for quiters.

As you know or don't know I have many issues. I was talking to one of my friends from last year. He was the guy that showed me the difference between admiration and affection. I thought I liked him but really I loved him like a big brother. I think of him as the big brother I always wanted. X) I've been catching up with him and both of us are have some personal issues. He's told me somethings I never knew about him. We really opened up to each other.

Anyway I was telling him that I have a smoke or a drink everyday. Last year I had some great friends who helped me feel better so I didn't smoke or drink often. I didn't cut at all then. When he found out my bad habits he got up set. I thought he'd be angry and call me an attention hog. That when we started talking and he just made me feel a whole lot better. I felt so happy. Some one was worried about me. So yesterday I didn't have any alcohol or smokes. I actually had my last smoke a few days ago so I'm all out. I'm being a good little girl. X)

I've been in such a good mood lately. Today I spent the day making bread. lol. If you don't know homemade bread takes a lot of time and effort. It took me about 5 hours. I made some vegan, whole wheat, dairy free, honey wheat bread. It was really good. Even my mom complimented me. X) I cleaned my sheets and picked up my room. I even found my Ipod (I thought it was stolen) that's been gone for months. I need to get my cord back from my older brother so I can charge it. (He just got back from Kansas.)

So here's the last few days in a nut shell. Oh. Also there is no new blog. I didn't feel like writing it. I am working on a new story though so I might post it in my blog if I get around to typing it. Well I have school tomorrow so I should go to bed. I get to show off my new hair. I forgot to put that over break I stripped the black out(it turned red) and bleached it(it only took to my brown roots). Then I stripped it again(it turned lighter and brown) then I bleached it(it burnt to bad so we had to take it off). Then we dyed it a icky light brownish color(it has to look semi natural for school). I'll make sure to post picture when I get them on the computer. I'm gonna read a new yaoi I found X) and go to bed. I had no nightmares last night so cross your fingers for another good night for me.

Random advise: What's the best way to find the manga you're looking for? Go to ask.com X) I <3 YAOI!!! -fangirl scream-

-Mary'K