Last night I had a bit of a melt down in the shower. I had some split ends so I brought the scissors in the shower. I had some weird laps of judgement next thing I knew I was carving a two foot line into my leg. I stopped before I did any real damage. I cried all last night. I'm so scared. I spent all morning in bed sleeping and crying with a pillow over my face. (I missed school) I decided this is my wake-up call. I have a problem. I called my sister not to long ago. I'm gonna hopefully hang out with her tomorrow. I'm going to talk with her. I'll show her some of my scares. Tell her the things I couldn't before. I just hope I don't chicken out. Now I'm going to finish me ice cream and go to bed. I hope tomorrow goes well. Good news my parents found out I got an F and a few D's in school. They didn't really care so plus side for me.
Random advise: The truth hurts but not as much as the weight from a web of lies.
-MK
About Me
- EviltwinMK
- GB, Michigan, United States
- We all have our own story. We all have certain things we do that keep us sane. Those certain things that constitute as our sanities. Well these are my sanities. These are the sanities of a crazy person...
I wonder what it is about the shower that causes so many mental problems while you're in there... I've had quite a few meltdowns in the shower myself... Weird. Anyway, darling, I'm glad that you're going to talk to your sister about all of this and I hope it makes you feel better! <3
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