So this morning or I guess afternoon I woke up at 1:30pm. I'm still sick so I crashed around 6pm. I woke up around 12:30pm from a bad dream.
It was the middle of winter and the sun was setting. I was crying and sitting on a swing. This old friend of mine I haven't seen for months showed up. He took me to his house and sat with me. We talked and then he tried making a move. I screamed and then I was in my room with my friend's ex. It was like a hotel but their were guns everywhere. He held me down and was trying to get in my pants. Then I turned into this monster and held him against the wall. Then all the guns were floating and they shot at him. Everywhere on me hurt and he died. Then I was in a white room. I was sweating and then I saw fire. It was getting closer and closer to me that's when I woke up.
It was a fucked up dream. If you think you know what it means please tell me. I'm normaly good with desifering dreams but this one was weird. Now I'm going to talk to my girlfriend and then go to bed. Wish me better dreams please. X)
Random advise: White shirts almost always look better when wet. ;)
-Mary'K
About Me
- EviltwinMK
- GB, Michigan, United States
- We all have our own story. We all have certain things we do that keep us sane. Those certain things that constitute as our sanities. Well these are my sanities. These are the sanities of a crazy person...
From the sound of it, it sounds like it's connected to your rape somehow... I believe you said you were raped... Turning into a monster and taking control of the guns with your mind sounds to me like you were very intent on defending yourself from having another experience like that... It seems pretty straightforward to me, but I could be completely wrong here... Hope you have better dreams next time! <3
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