So everything hurt. My body, my thoughts, my heart, my everything. I'm falling to pieces. Everyone and myself think I should stop talking to this girl but I can't. The thing I hate is how she'll post how she loves her ex. It sucks. Facebook hurts sometimes.
I have therapy today. I might talk to the chick about it. Idk yet since I've only met her once. I'm not sure how today will play put but it feels like it's going to be shity. I'm crying again. I'm such a fucking mess. I just want someone here for me. Someone with no intentons other than to love me. I just want a hug but I'm scared of people touching me. :'( Im loseing myself and I'm not sure if I'll ever be normal agian.
Random advice: if feathers start spewing out of your pillow it has a hole in it. (my brothers an asshole for ripping it)
-Mary'K
About Me
- EviltwinMK
- GB, Michigan, United States
- We all have our own story. We all have certain things we do that keep us sane. Those certain things that constitute as our sanities. Well these are my sanities. These are the sanities of a crazy person...
What the fuck is this? Depression day? At least you're getting help for yourself... That's a plus, I guess. I'm sorry but my sympathy tank is running on empty today... *Sigh*
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It's fine. I'm not asking for your sympathy. I'm just blogging and stating how I feel. I'm doing all I can to help. I'm taking MY meds, being honest, and on here I'm just letting people know my feelings and I'm just being me. Sorry if it's depressing. I'll try not to be.
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No, no. I'm sorry. Adrasteia pissed me off and I took it out on you... It was wrong and I apologize...
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It's ok. You were upset and I get that. Don't worry about it. Did you delete your blog? I can't open it.
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